I am so tired and I don’t want to do anything. I’m going to die. I though school would okay but it’s horrible. Everyone is horrible and my life is pointless. No one here cares about me and trying to kill myself isn’t an excuse to not do any work. I don’t know what to do. I just don’t want to live.
I have to keep pretending I’m okay. I am not okay. I don’t know what happened but I am just broken.
Pushing through the day is really hard.
I don’t like the way I’m feeling.
It hurts too much so I guess it’s time for more pills.